Love Letters

Love Letters
136 letters from 1918, WWI

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Letter #63


Letter # 63

                                                                                                                                                                         July 20, 1918

                                                                                                                                                                    Camp Dodge, Iowa

My Dear Sweetheart,

                It is Saturday evening and all my work is done; I am ready to leave for Des Moines.  I want to go down and see the city, or town, for I don’t know which it is.  I have a pass from 4 o’clock to 12 tonight, so you see, I haven’t much time.  I will have to see it. 

                Is it very hot there?  By the way I am sweating you would think it is 140 in the shade, for as I am writing, the sweat is pouring off like the hose had been turned on me.  In the afternoon, we do a great deal of our work on the inside, but it is hot, just the same.

                The work here is very interesting.  For one reason, we are not doing the same thing all the time.  Yesterday we had a very interesting day, for we’re doing something which means sudden death to anyone, if they happened to breathe just one breath of gas.  We were taken through the gas chamber. We were taken through three times.  The first time, the gas was for the eyes.  The next time, we left our masks off and went through without the mask.  I want to tell you, dear, it made my eyes smart, and one could not rub the eyes, for that would make the eyes sore.  The next time was the poison gas, and we had to be careful that our masks did not leak, for just one good breath would eat out the lungs.       When we got in there, we were told to test for gas.  We did this by taking our forefingers and making a small passage for the gas to go into the mask, and then you remove the nose piece a little and took just a small sniff.  It hardly had any smell to it.

                Well, the boys are here and waiting for me to go with them.  I will finish this in the morning.

                Well dear sweetheart, I suppose you are in Sunday school this morning, for it is just that time now.  I have been working a little this morning, if you may call it that, for we had to put all of our clothes out which had been issued to us.  It takes quite a while to go over them all.  I just want to tell you, dear, it surely is much different here than at home.  One is kept on the go all the time, from the time he gets up until the time he gets into bed at night.  To try to write is almost impossible for you no sooner get started before someone comes and asks you what you are doing. 

                Well, I suppose it is army life, if you want to call it that, but I’ve got a new name for it.  It is a dog’s life.  For some, it is pleasant and cheerful.  I’m trying my best to take it that way, but sometimes I just have to give in.  Now dear, don’t think I’m always that way, for I’m not.  The other night I was talking to a young man from North Dakota who had just gotten married and left his wife behind.   He had not been in the army long, but he felt like I did, so we just told our troubles to each other.   Oh my dear, how it made me feel, to find someone who really thought the same, and had the same ideals to accomplish.  He had the same ideas as I did about being married.  It gave him something more to live for.

               

                Dear, I’m not married, but I have just as much to live for as he has.  Oh sweetheart, if you could only know what that little talk meant to me.  I get so full it seems almost to choke me at times. 

                I surely miss George.  Last night he came up and I almost felt like hugging him and kissing him, like he was my own brother.  Those fellows we met at Boulder surely are nicer fellows compared to some of these we have here.  Since arriving here, the Boulder boys have been like brethren to all of us and to each other.

                Well, dear sweetheart, I’ve got to break a promise, and I’ll be you don’t know what it is.  But it hurts me more than anything since I’ve joined the army.  Well, dear, it is to have my hair fixed tightly to my head.  I’m going to try to see if I can’t have it grown out: not so short.  Tell Hazel it is the command of the captain.  I suppose you want to know why that order was given.   Now dear, don’t take it too serious, for it is just for those who are to do overseas duty. 

                Everything is being packed and loaded for shipment.  I don’t know when I leave, but it will be soon in the near future.  By all reports, we are going to Maryland.  It may be two months before we leave, and after we get there, we will have about 6 to 8 months of training.  Our work is making roads and setting gun bases. 

                Now dear, don’t take this to heart, I know you will feel a little downhearted, but look at it this way.  You have been promised a companion throughout life, and I want to tell you that I’m living the very best way possible for me so that I may be able to receive that blessing.  But I feel like God can care for me anyplace as long as I am doing right, and not breaking any of His commandments.  All I ask is your love and cheerful sunshine smiling from your being at all times.  I pray every night for guidance and protection, I’m sure your prayer will be answered. 

                Yesterday morning we were put practicing bayonet work, when the lieutenant began talking about stabbing a man with your bayonet.  It almost made me sick to think men were being killed every day with them.  I never have had much of a desire to fight, as some boys and men have.  It surely is hard to get it into my head.

                 Another thing which I take great interest in is scaling a high board fence and then jumping over trenches and smaller fences.  We were to do it in 22 seconds.  The first time I tried, I did it in 20 seconds, so they gave me another trial, and that time I did it in 21 seconds.  So you see, I’m not among the slow ones, for the quickest time was 21 seconds.

                Now I want to tell you about the town of Des Moines.  It is not very large, and for cleanliness, it is worse than any of our dirty streets in Salt Lake.  The streets are very narrow and the sidewalks are very narrow.  The sidewalks are only large enough for two or three persons to walk abreast.  The street cars are about the same, but the buildings are not very high, and are dirty but I believe that is because of age.  After wandering around for a while, we returned back to camp.  I had quite a scare when I returned.  We must return our passes; well, I searched for mine, but all in vain, so I told the one in charge I had lost it and went to my bunk.  I had forgotten I had my shirt on before leaving.  I took it off before going to the city and left it in my shirt pocket.  After that, I felt better.

                Well dear sweetheart, I haven’t heard from home since last Sunday just before leaving 7 long days ago.  You think it long to go 3 days, but listen to me, dear love, I’ll appreciate it when I do get it.  Now don’t forget to send me a nice long kiss, will you?  For I’m just aching for one from you.  I often lay on my bunk at night thinking of you and if you would treat me the same as you used to.  If you should not, I’m afraid my aching heart would be overcome with sorrow.  For my love for you is so great, I can’t bear to think of loving anyone else.

                  I have often thought what other girls are doing at home, going out with fellows and letting their lovers at war go, who are doing more for the world than those boys who are staying home, enjoying the good times which we are making for them.  “Oh, how I hate a slacker.”

                Well dear heart, I must close, for I have got some more loved ones at home who wish to hear from me.  May God ever be with you and bless my darling sweetheart.  Give my love to all. If you see any of the kids, tell them I’m too busy to write them.

                                                                                                Your Loving Sweetheart Soldier,

                                                                                                                                Henry   X  X  X

P.S.  There is another thing I don’t like, and that is picking up cigarette butts when policing the grounds every morning.

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